LONG UPDATE.. sorry peeps.. BUSY.. BUSY..

YELLOWWW!!!!! Muahahaha... been so long since the last update.. Haiz... Been busy much doe.. Plus, my phone internet broke down.. Aigoo.. Cant update much.. Well, seeing its been loooooonnnnnggg, way tooo looonnngggg time since my last update, i think this one update is going to be super long(muahahaha.. exaggerating much)
Life been kind of hectic nowadays.. I'm in the fifth form now.. busy. busy.. TOOO much activity.. senior is hard to be ya know.. SENIOR. the word crept me.. duh.. hahahahahahaha... i'm being crappy..
well, its kind of depressing. a year to be emotionally crazy..(ya got me), but trying to be positive(with the little hope that still left) it just one year of craziness. just have to suck it all up and chew whatever. go sofia go!!!
okay!!! self-control!!!
I LOVE MY SUBCONSCIOUS...
WHY?
because it always try making me feel great.. YEAH.. IT IS.. OKAY!!
THING IS, I'M LOOSING MY WORD HERE.. having no idea at alll.. hahahahha... LAME..

YOU KNOW SOMETHING..? I ALWAYS CLOSE MY EYES WITH THE HOPE WHEN I OPEN THEM BACK, THE WORLD AROUND ME WOULD CHANGE. PUFF!! BUT, WITH THE KNOWING REALIZATION, I KEPT DOING THAT. ALWAYS WITH THE HOPE THAT THE WORLD WOULD JUST CHANGE. WELL, I HOPE..

STILL BUSY, but i manage to steal some times.. infact, the word coming back.. life been good these day.. havent i mention it yet..? i find everything is really nice to me.. or was it...?
herm.. think that i have been blabbering long enough..

SNOWY, FLOWY, BLOWY,
SHOWERY, FLOWERY, BOWERY,
HOPPY, CROPPY, DROPPY,
BREEZY, SNEEZY, FREEZY
he's a genius for saying this - George Ellis

My Weeks..

Herm.. Its been kind of a long time after my last update.. Well, let me show what i've doing on my lousy day these past week..
- eat, sleep (usual stuff)
- extra class (5 tuition class/1h30m each)
- renovate my lawn
- build my own fish pond (its look like a hole really)
- spending my time on Rambutan tree
- googling over the camera for nothing
- stare off into space
- a few attempt to read/finish Eclipse without falling asleep
- sketching (my art skill getting worse)
- sulking over my damn hairstyle (getting better day by day)
So, that it is my weeks..
Boring much.. T-T

Haircut.. Pathetic

I went to cut my hair today. My friend want to treat me as she also want to cut her hair. We thought the price was low(like we use to pay) So, both of us happily told the lady to cut our hair like the picture.So, we pay her well.But, what frustate me is,its look like some crazy monkey chop it.Not only it was building high expensive, my hair doesnt have even a slightest bit of what i want.
Wat i want:

Become this:

Living Zombie..

I am a pile of crap..
I AM A LIVING ZOMBIE..
Tired+Stress+Guilty+Depressed+Self-concious

E.Y.E RESULT, G/B..?

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!
I dont want to know..
*Chillax self, chill* T_______T
-EDITED-
I dont know how my result look like, but, according to my bestie, i am STILL in the first class..*thank God*
I guess, that should make me happy and be at peace..
BUT
Somehow, it doesnt make me feel the feeling that i've been craving before knowing my result..
Maybe, the fact that i'm not fully. ....
Ergh..
I know i've bitching a lot lately..
Sitting here, make me think..
HOW I WASTE MY LIFE BITCHING
I'm sure i never write bout my happy moment..
But, i just cant..
Looks like i have more ideas to talk when it come to my sulking..
Now that i start mumbling nonsense, i think i should stop..
Later..

Another Crappy Post

-Holiday-
My holiday is dull..
Nothing..
Do everyday chore..
Study? WWU
-Perfect Photo-
I scrathed myself in order to get perfect picture..
A few cuts and scrathces..
Stinging!!
-Boredemn-
And, boredness lead to curiosity which bring harm..
-PROCASTINATE-
I am..
Ingnorance is a bliss(taken from zaty)
-> Lastly, i want to go to try to cry a bit.. A bit weird.. Being crazy.. Doing stuff..
> And i think this is how my holiday going to end..
Crappy post.. Thanks to Mr. Boredness Feeling..

Purchasing the 'Breaking Dawn'..!? WWU??

Ngahahaha.. By now, i'm waiting my friends finishing their mid-breakfast meal.. Erm.. Yum?
I know i'll regret my decision after this.. But, well..
Let this insanity fall down selflessly(w.t.fudge)..
BREAKìNG DAWN as my possesion..
Got the idea?