Eating out..!! Urgh...:(

Haiz.. I hate eating out.. Really.. Hate.. It.. Lol.. Never like it.. Lost my appetite. Always feel uncomfortable. Argh!!! I'm suffering here.. SOMEBODY COME AND GRAB ME FROM HERE!!! Hey, gotta go..
P/S; If look could kill..

Outside..

Herm.. I'm outside the house. It's raining. Yeah.. Again.. Hey.. I love rain. I enjoy the cool air.. Always love it.. My now-cold-hot-chocolate is colding.. Hah..? Never mind.. The air is chill. Hey.. It's not like i want to catch cold.(I already catch one) Haiz..
Better get in fast.. It's chilling fast.. I don't want my cold worsen..
P/S; wow!! 3 post in one day..? Big number for me..

Another song..

In my place, in my place, were lines that i couldn't change, i was lost, oh yeah, i was lost, crossed line i shouldn't have crossed, i was lost, oh yeah, how long must you wait for him, yeah, how long you must pay for him, yeah, how long you wait for him, i was scared, i was scared, tired and unprepared, but i wait for you, if you go, if you go, leaving me here on my own, well i wait for you
P/S; love this song, kinda suit my feelings by now. This song is by coldplay, in my place..

Yay..!? Finally... Huh..?

Yeah.. Finally i found out about this alex guys.. He's a canadian and model. And a photographer-to-be. I found his blog. Yay...? That's why i thought i saw him somewhere. Well, i'm sort of happy to kno who is him finally, but, at the same time, i feel sick of myself. Disgust. Nauseous. Haiz.. So sick of me. Ya know what, i always have this some type of like-hate feeling towards something or people. Especially someone who i think is cute and i like him(argh!!!) I hate to admit that like him.. Really.. Urgh.. Sad isn't..? Yeah.. I know. But, it just something that i couldn't explain myself.. It just like, if i admit i like him, i'll get humiliate or worse, get kill. Ugh.. I don't know. I always think that if i like someone, i shouldn't say. I don't want to be like his fans. I hate to put myself in the situation. I feel extremely stupid of myself. Yeah.. Extrmely ya know.. Herm.. I always think like this. And i lie about it. I can
P/S; music of the time, sound of raindrop on my window.. My lullaby to dream...-_-

Love topic...?

Love, huh? Herm. By now, i'm sitting on my house's fence and enjoying my alone time with eating 'buah rambutan'. Yum!! Okay! Here is the story. Today, as usual, in my class, PAI time, me and bestie, buncha and jaena, have a chat. So sneaky of us. Hehhehe. The topic is randow. But, mostly, it is all about love. Yeah. I know. It's not good for us to talk about randow things, especially in PAI class for god sake. But. Erm. Well, back to the story, the thing is how buncha and jaena talk about love. Anything! The both of them love vamps books and have a fight about which book is better. Ya know. The twilight saga and the house of night series. Buncha said edward cullen is handsomer. Jaena said erik knight is better. Haiz. For me, neither of them are handsomer nor better. Buncha said robert is sooo handsome that she like twilight. It just a thing. I don't judge thing (most of the time i don't). They keep argueing. Looks like i'm not talking bout love.Later maybe.
P/S; i'mcuttindisshortmydamfonwontletmewritemore!!

English Debate!!! Herm...

Hal-o people! Today, i went to an english debate quest. I'm the contestant for sure. Haiz.. My team lost to this one team from other district.. I'm okay with that lol.. But, it's funny on how my team mate are really dissappointed with the result.. They are still with the other team mate because they were beat up with questioned like hell. Poor them.. Haiz.. I'm having a headache by now.. Dizzy buzzy feelings..
P/S; ..........-_-..........

Kau.. Aku.. Argh!!!

Haiz.. What's wrong with me.. Keep thinking about him.. Haiz.. Always.. His eyes.. His really cute eyes.. Argh!! It's all my own fault.. Who ask me to surf the internet? Me! Who click the button? Me! Who saw him? Me! Me! Me! Me! And me! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gotta go..
P/S; i'm stupid or what?

Raining..

By now, i'm on my bed. Waiting to fall asleep. It's 11.44 pm now.. I can't sleep yet. Many thing is flowing in my mind. People and thing. Haiz.. I desperately need to fall asleep as i got school tomorrow. Plus, i just get back from my teacher house and really tired. My body is quite tired. But, my mind won't shut down. Herm.. I can't sleep. Though, it is raining outside.. Herm...
P/S; nothing much to say... Herm....

Who is he..?

Okay, people. The thing is, i saw this one guy on internet and out of suddenly my curiousity increase. Who is he..!? All i know is his name is alex evans and those cute eyes of him. Hehhehe.. I'm blushing a shade of pink for saying that.. Haiz.. So, who is he...!? I'm so stupid!! Thinking like that for a guy. Haiz.. Haiz.. Herm.. Gotta go. Got to finish my script for debate. Haiz.. I keep saying that a lot, right..? Haiz.. See? Again.. ''sigh and faint''..
P/S; comment!!! Desperately lol..

Shopping.. Yay...?

Hope you people catch the sarcasm note.. Urgh.. I'm at the biggest mall in my place by now (wonder how i'm writing? Hee.. I got my own way) and i'm stuck at the section i hate the most, the ...... Wargh!! Siot!! Haiz.. Hate it so much here.. Duh.. Haa!! Now we're moving to the section i like. Cloth section. No.. No.. Correction! Man cloth section.. Hey! It's not like i'm tomboy or what lol, it just man cloth is more wearable(wonder if that word available) than all those girly gurl shirt. Some looks like slut cloth.. Eugh.. Not my type! Hey! Hey! It is not like i'm judging or what. Hey! Gotta stop. Mom keep giving me her death glare. Should stop now.
P/S; read and comment..!!

Song...!!!

She's cool and she's cruel but she knows whats she's doin. Strange as its seems she's the one him after. Cause she's bittersweet, she knock him to his feet, she's mystery, she's too much for him and the more she ignore him, the more he adore her cause she's the girl him looking for..
P/S; i pretty make up this song. The real song is by the click five, just the girl. I love this song and edit it for me. SORRY SIR!!!

My tricks happend, but...

Well, when i'm at the verandah last night, this evil thought flowed into my mind. If i got sick, i don't have to go to school today. I'll tell mommy i'm sick. But, here i am, in school. And, the great thing is, i catch myself cold.. I don't have the heart to tell mommy. Haiz.. ..''fainted''..
P/S; bad girl i am.. Ngee

It's raining...

It is raining now. Like to answer my wish before. The air is amazing. I love it! So beautiful and peacefull. The rain is absolutely amazing. It still raining. A heavy downpour. Not what i expect, but, it is fine. As it rain, i have to go in back. It is chilling outside. So, my lil'sis and me decide to cook something to warm us back. The both of us went to the kitchen and start looking for something to cook and eat up.We end up with a bowl of rice noodles soup(i don't eat much), two mug of hot chocolate drinks and a few slices of cake.. Every piece of good thing. Now, i'm outside again. Writing on here. I sat on a comfy chair at the verandah and enjoying my half-warm-hot chocolate drink.. It's seven p.m and something now. I know i have to get back inside somehow.. But, it is calm to be outside. Feeling the cool air flow in my lung.. Well, i better get back inside, or mommy will start lecturing me for having cold tomorrow. I got school..
P/S; keep reading people.. I'll mumble something else again later.. Daa!!

Sitting here..

Herm.. Now, i'm sitting at the edge of my little pool outside in the yard. Letting my feet soaked with the cool-warm water. One moment, the little fish swim to my feet. Tickle my toes. Make me chuckle. I'm daydreaming and do a little thinking here. Think about my life mostly. About what i've done. Stuff and else. Herm.. Think. And still thinking.. ''sigh and hale a deep breath''... Haih.. The breeze is amazing. I could almost feel the tree aroma. Woody and fresh. My eyes can't let go the sky. It's BLUE.. And the cloud sway lazily.. The bird chirping happily. Almost annoying me. But.. Ahh.. It's so peacefull here.. So calm.. I hope it will stay like this forever.. So calm that i wish i won't wake up. It's feel like dreams.. It is reality self.. Herm... It will be really perfect if it is raining. Always love the aroma. Feels like the rain swept off my problem and give me energy.
So fresh and feel new.. Will love rain for now and forever...
P/S; it's sunny today. Don't like it much. But, it's okay... ''shrug''

It's new...

Haa.. It's me. The Raen girl. It just i change my blog. I'm still new on this site. So, somehow, i accidentally forgot my password. Hehehe.. So silly of me.. But, i promise i won't forgot this one.. Yup! I am.. So, please keep reading me if you like.. I'll give the best babbling i have.. Hehehe.. Just joking.. Keep reading me okay, people..
P/S; I'm happy by now..