Yeah.. Finally i found out about this alex guys.. He's a canadian and model. And a photographer-to-be. I found his blog. Yay...? That's why i thought i saw him somewhere. Well, i'm sort of happy to kno who is him finally, but, at the same time, i feel sick of myself. Disgust. Nauseous. Haiz.. So sick of me. Ya know what, i always have this some type of like-hate feeling towards something or people. Especially someone who i think is cute and i like him(argh!!!) I hate to admit that like him.. Really.. Urgh.. Sad isn't..? Yeah.. I know. But, it just something that i couldn't explain myself.. It just like, if i admit i like him, i'll get humiliate or worse, get kill. Ugh.. I don't know. I always think that if i like someone, i shouldn't say. I don't want to be like his fans. I hate to put myself in the situation. I feel extremely stupid of myself. Yeah.. Extrmely ya know.. Herm.. I always think like this. And i lie about it. I can
P/S; music of the time, sound of raindrop on my window.. My lullaby to dream...-_-
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