Do you ever have a time when you feel all you wanna do is just to melt in the dark, being invisible and not care anymore? Coz if you have, you'll know what it feel like coz, it is what i feel now. All i wanna do is, just to blend in the dark and stay like that forever. I've come to this verge of crying but i just can't. I feel like i want to stop breathing coz everytime i breath, it hurt so much in the chest. All the pain is crazy. All i ever wanted is to stay in a deep sleep for forever coz it is the only time i feel calm. Nothing pain. Just peace. Yeah. I know i sound pathetic. If life just can be change, i'll choose to stay in the other side of the world where people is different and just plain different. I always like new place. It make me happy. Leave all my worryness, trouble, people and life where i leave now. If life somehow change after i sleep and i wake up to a new life, that would be great. But, life wasn't about dream. It's a reality. There's no such a happy ending like disney movie.
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