Yeah! Finally..!!

Finally i got the bonjela thingy for my mouth ulcer! Sip! Sip! Banzai!! Sip! Sip! Banzai!!

At the beach.. Again.. Fun? Right!

My dad school make this one family day. I'm stuck with old folks and soooo many kids! God!! How fun is that. I dont heart beach so much coz i always drown. In my dreams. Lol.. I got nightmare!! Horrible.. Now, with the folks and KIDS, i'm stuck with the vidw of this bimbo in front of me. What the hell do you do by talking on your super cheap cell in front of me, you twag! Move! Your ruining the view.. Heh! Like i'll do that.. Pfftt.. Yeah right.. Her friend come along and bring a little girl which i suppose the cell bimbo daugther.. I'm stuck with her and her daughter.. What cha looking at twag! Heh.. I think she know i'm writing bout her.. Wakaka.. Your guess is right twag.. Duh..

I am

I am a psychologist/motivator/caunselor/confession place ect ect ect.. RIGHT!
Sorry guys.. I'm not mad at ya'll.. It just.. Erm.. Nah.. Let stop bout this. I'm tired.. Can i kill myself? NO! That stupid self..

Scribble scrib..

Quizzes Girls Games

Haa.. I was bored out of my mine.(not that i dont have something rather important to do) I am bore coz i cant talk much(like i do talk much before. Heh..) Plus, on the other side, i just want to kill some times.. Not mentioning that i havent post like forever(its only two days actually)
Hehhehe..

Uhh..... T-T

Uhh.. This post is kind of my bed time stories. Instead of me listening, i am the one who do the talk. So, ok! Here is the thing. My mouth hurt. Like.. Uhh.. Basically, its hurt. I got some ulcer in my mouth. Ulcer meaning i dont have enough water. Which bring to the word of dehydration. DEHYDRATE mean i am stress. So much thing have been (and still) going on around me this past weeks. Things that crave my attention. A lot! Not that i freak out. I dont get stress easily though. I dont express them for sure. It just that weird on how instead of i go crazy and start freaking myself out, its my body who take the action. Bizarre or not, i just get tired. I'm all worn out. Even, (yes, this is the typical word) i got tired from breathing.. Herm.. Now, its kind of late for me. Its raining outside and i'm hoping on having a dreamless sleep. I need that!! Bye-bye.. And night..

Can i?

Can i go to a place with no one know me?
A place where i can be alone.
A rural far from others.
A place it so queit that i can fall asleep peacefully.
A place with no people.
Just me, my camera, music and nature.
Where the fluffing cloud sway lazily.
The wind blowing shyly.
The flower bloom happily.
The grass dance in the rythym.
And i lay on the grass.
Camera in my hand.
Music take me.
And my eyes watching His greatness..

Honestly.. Can you be more difficult..

God!! How piss i am! Stupid thing.. Honestly..
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
Gah!!!
P/S: sorry. got kind of mad. That thing piss me..

God!! I'm bored!!!

Awwww... I'm bored!!! This sux.. *keep whining for an hour* I cant go out. There's no game room or something here. The beach is far far away.. *eh? That sound typical* I keep flicking through the chanel. Same lame thing is on. Stupid thing..!! Whats up with this story! Not original at all. TYPICAL!!!
Gah!! I'm bored as hell.. Thought that would be writing on the other blog (trodden the road) but, yeah. No idea..
Plus, fb is being such an ass! Quizilla too! Ass!!! Ops.. Excuse my French..
B O R I N G ! ! ! !

I'm crushable-est??

Quizzes Girls Games

You're the crushable-est!
Can a quiz have a crush on a person? Because this quiz is kinda making googly-eyes in your direction. It's hard to believe you're real! The person who's simultaneously confident in him/herself and believes in others, too? Be still our beating hearts! We bet, whether you know it or not, someone out there may even already have a crush on you. And if not: just keep it up, they're on the way. Thank goodness you'll be nice to them, because otherwise you might be a total heartbreaker. You go, Crushmaster. And what are you doing this Friday night?

This thing was weird..O.o

Yay!! Going to the beach!!!!

Dad just book a cute little chalet for us today..
I'm going to the beach..
I'm going to the beach..
*dance aimlessly*
I can't wait for tomorrow.
BEACHHH!!!!!!

When i got sick

When i got sick, i easily get annoyed.
Just got back from school and i was totally piss off..
My cold is getting worse..
At school this morning, the gits was CHAOS..
Gah!!!
Stupid retard gits..
I don't know how i manage not to kill
all those gits..
ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!
When i got sick, i'm always grumpy.
When i got sick, i get really slow-mo.
When i got sick, i can't stop talking.
When i got sick, i got crazy and random.
Now, i'm sick and i feel horrible. Feel like i was just hit by a truck..
And,
of course i look like mess..
Total disaster..
Haiz..

One Rainy Day..

"Innocence"
Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by..
Just chilling and trying to calm down..
I 'LOVE' MATH!!!!!!!

What is LOVE..??

What is LOVE?
One of my friend ask this.
What is LOVE actually huh?
Haiz..
My head spinning like crazy..
My heart is blue..
"Are you ready to cut off your head and place your foot on it? If so, come; Love awaits you! Love is not grown in a garden, nor sold in the marketplace; whether you are a king or a servant, the price is your head, and nothing less. Yes, the cost of the elixir of love is your head! Do you hesitate? 0 miser, It is cheap at that price!"
- Abu Hamid Al-Ghazzali
"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up."
- James Baldwin

"Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within."
- James Baldwin

I MISS YOU!!!! guys..

I miss my bestie.. All of them..

My Turqoise Euphoria

In the blue,
I see green.
In green,
I can see the blue.
Both are differ.
Far than differ in each other.
The scheme.
The tone.
And,
obviously
The colour.
But,
The have one thing
In common.
They are unique.
The feeling they gave are the
SAME.
My euphoria is
EUREKA
when i found them BOTH
in
My Turqoise Euphoria..

Black Coffee

When people heard BLACK COFFEE,
I almost sure that this
one word would pop up
in their mind
''Bitter...!!''
Well, that what usually people wil think.
For me,
''Erm.. Sweeeet...''
I always love BLACK COFFEE
with lot of sugar.
Bitter at first, sweet at the end.
Coffee, especially black, is condiser as 'mature people drink'. It show that the person is an adult because coffee always seems to relate with maturity.
For me,
BLACK COFFEE is my child side.
CAFFEIN and SUGAR combination
will hyper me out..
So much memories...

Anaesthetic Azure..

The day felt numb.
No emotion.
Peace.
Laugh.
Fear.
Happy.
Sad.
Anger.
Overwhelmed.
Curious.
Confuse.
Bitter.
Calm.
Disturbed.
Hurt.
Love.
Hate.
Nothing.
It just plain nothing.
The anaesthetic azure..