Do you..?

Ever feel like crying? I did just now. But i cant. I feel unease. Thing felt so wrong. Heavier. I dont have my comfort place. People never listen to me. Inside. No! Dont blame them for the have own problem. Friends seek my comfort. Not that i blame them for my unease. Yet, i find it as learning. Not bragging or boasting bout it, but, its true indeed. I dont blame. Really guys! Im glad you find me instead of other. I really did. I dont have my own comfort place yet i dont want to seek one. Im afraid itll torture him. Yet, i dont blame other nor life for life is life. Hopefully, ill find the one. My comfort place. Self, you are strong. Keep that in mind. Dear Allah, thanks for the live you gave me. Amin. Ill find my comfort place soon and he too could make me as his comfort place of his own. He should. Really.. See me in the inside. I know i am a good actor for one never success to guess im faking.. But, dont be guilty or think im blaming you. No i am not. It just its me the one who carry the blame.
Love, me.